Looking Back

So reading through all my previous posts, I realise…what de….all my articles are about men almost…

Now today I can honestly say I have moved away from the believe that you must have a man in your life to feel fulfilled. That my dear friends are the biggest load of crap!

Now I’m single, living on my own…yes even though it is as small as a dog box, but it is still mine, and I’m loving it! I can do whatever I want to do whenever I want to do and when I get back home after work…even if it is 17h15, I can get in my pj’s and just veg in front of the tv…yip this is the life isn’t it.

Let’s not lie, it’s cold in the winter to sleep alone, but luckily I have 3 duvets to sleep under and I can cuddle my cushion – wait, that doesn’t seem right does it? But it is comfortable, I promise you!

Anyway, so what have I been up to the past month, months since I wrote…well I guess nothing much. Like I previously mentioned I started a new job, moved to a new place, and o yes, coloured my hair darker, well actually coloured my hair brown(ish) who know what colour exactly, but it is darker!

So now I’m thinking, what should I do next with my life? I love challenges, but please, nothing to do with heights…really eely scared, so let’s not go there. So any suggestions out there?

O, yes, went to the Skallabrak cd launch this past Saturday, you can read the whole review on the Willeklong web site; see the link under my favorite websites. I would just like to thank Norman and Werner for getting me so pissed (Saturday night was really an embarrassing night for me) that I had to listen to the whole cd again on Sunday to write a review for this show.

Mental note, wine that cost R20 maybe cheap, but also makes you past tipsy. Ok, really still embarrassed about the whole night.

You know the mornings you wake up and you go “Shit, did I really say that?” “Did I really do that?” “I’m not showing my face in front of the people again” “I’m not leaving my house any time soon” Well yes, it was one of those nights.

Onderklere

Voor jy verder lees, kom ons sit maar ‘n age restriction op hierdie artikel, of altans, sensitiewe lesers, moet eerder nie lees nie.

Nou maar goed. Sien, vanoggend trek ek my kleertjies aan, en ek dink by myself, wat weet mans van vroue onderklere af? Ek praat nie van bra’s nie, Henry het laas jaar ‘n excellent artikel daaroor geskryf. (Gaan loer bietjie in die archives onder die kleed en ontkleed.) Ek praat van die fyner goedjies wat mens kry.

Kyk, meeste mans loop met die verkeerde idee rond dat elke vrou sexy fyn, bypassende stelle onderklere aantrek. Kom ek bars die bubble…crap. Alles hang af van in watter bui jy die dag is, en of dit by jou pas.

99, 9% van alle vroue het hul gunsteling paar onderklere wat ek na sal verwys as ouma se panties. Dit is nou nie presies bloomers nie, maar dit is lekker gemaklike onderklere, wat nie optrek waar dit nie moet op trek nie, wat nie skuif waar dit nie moet skuif nie, wat nie druk waar dit nie moet druk nie en wat sommer net lekker sit en alles behalwe sexy is. Dit is die elke dag pantie. (Haat daai word, maar nou ja)

Dan is daar die ‘g-string’. Kyk mense, enige persoon wat vir jou vertel ‘n g-string is gemaklik, praat die grootste bol stront onder die son. DIT IS NIE en persoonlik vind ek dit nie sexy nie, maar noodgedwonge moet mens dit maar soms dra.

OK..dan is daar die French knickers of die ‘mans broekies’ aka hotpants. So gemaklik soos môre heeldag en kan amper geplaas word in die selfde as ‘elke dag dra’ kategorie, maar dis darem ‘n bietjie sexier.

Dan is daar diè wat wonderwerke kan verrig, amper soos die WonderBra. Dit voel soos ‘n korset wat jy dra, maar druk elke dingetjie presies op die plek waar jy dit wil hê en maak jou amper ‘n size kleiner. Onthou net, as vroulief dit die dag aan het is daar minder badkamer breaks, aangesien dit ‘n redelike bakleiery afgee om aan en uit te trek.

Einde ten laaste is daar die sexy nommertjie. Die nommertjie wat jy die dag dra as jy sexy of ondeund voel. Wat enige warmbloedige man se hart vinniger sal laat klop...

Dis maar ‘n vinnige en kort opsomming van wat daar buite is…hou in die gevolg dop wat vroulief aantrek, dit vertel verhale van watse bui sy die dag in is!

Hier's ek weer, hier's ek weer......

Ja toe, ek weet ek was vir 'n paar dae, weke, maande lank weg. Maar ke het 'n goeie verskoning ok! Ek het 'n nuwe werl, nuwe verblyf...jip...Ek Elizca Stemmet het aanbeweeg. Dis net 'n kort hello en galo...2 se dag by my nuwe werk...so kan nie te veel tyd spandeer deur sleg te wees nie!!

Belowe, belowe, belowe, cross my heart and hope to die dat ek vinnig-vinnig 'n een helse moerse update sal gee!

Moving...again

It's official. I'm moving for the 3rd time in one year. On 27 Jan I'm moving to a farm just outside Wellington....ok, so in other words; last year March I moved to Langebaan, in September I moved to Vredekloof and now I'm moving to Wellington...sigh

Sick and tired of having to pack the whole time. One good thing is that I'm staying at my job for a change and not moving here. To my shock and horror I realised this year, I'm ready to settle down. Not as in settling down with husband, kids and white picket fence, but settling down in my job. Seeing my job as a career and not just something to past the day and week. I'm ready to settle in a place which I can call my own. Ready to start my life all over again.

These days I tend to think a lot about my past, where I came from and where I am today. Thinking of people that mettered in my life and I lost touch of. There is Louine and Chantal, we used to be good friends over December holidays in Langebaan. Then there was Johan, my high school sweetheart and don't forget Herman my sweetheart when I was a student. It's strange how you lose touch with some people and then one day you realise.."I wonder what they are up 2 these days?"

Anyway...lost track of what I was actually writing about. Will update you regarding my move and as soon as I'm settled in, I promise some photos!

A new Year

Another year has past....and in less then a month I'm 28. Strange. I don't feel a day older then 25 or sometimes even 22...but I guess I have to look the truth straight in the eyes, or the mirror for this matter.

Ok, so I have been quiet for a lonngggg time. I do apologise, but how can I put it, I dont want December 2006 back again EVER. Every time you think someting can not get worst, it get's worth. But then I just remeber the following:

Don't quit when the tide is lowest, for it's just about to turn;
Don't quit over doubts and questions, for there's something you may learn.

The best decision I did make in December was to be on my own again, rather with someone who's not sure if he loves you or not and does not know what he want in life, even though he is turning 29 in 2007.

I decided that 2007 is my year, where I will make my decisions based on my feelings and not always concentrate on how it will affect other people. Is it selfish? Probably, but during the last 6 months of 2006 I was not myself, I was forced to be someone else. My spirit was smothered and my personality changed.

I and many other people could not understand why I allowed one person to change me so much? Yes, some of the changes were good, but others not so good. One thing I do feel bad about was beglecting so many of my friends and losing precious time with them and family, due to one persons lack of selfconfidence.

Ok, enough negativity for now. I'm back at work and decided to give 110% percent. Which is how it should be shouldn't it? Wishing you the best for 2007! Over and out!

Surprises

Ok. so just when you think life can not get any weirder...guess what. First....wonderful colleagues and job I spoke about? Well, my centre manager was moved to another centre and we now have a new account as well as centre manager. I'm not going to say anything about the new centre manager yet - but let me just say this ANDRE PLEASE COME BACK.

Well, at least I have my own office now, just wish I had a new salary to go with it, but I guess you can't always have everything you wish for.

Then some MAJOR changes are going to take place in the next few months in my life. But for now I am going to keep very quiet about it. First let the festive season past by then I will...then I will...Oh hell, you will just have to wait and see.

I know Iknow, I hvae not loaded up pictures in a long time. I promise...very soon! Ok wait...here's one quickly of Dirk and Petro. This was taken about two weeks ago at Parmas farm, the Saturday!

Enjoy - just hope Dirk does not kill me for this!

Enough is enough

Have you ever had one of these days where you just had enough? Well I had a day like that yesterday….and it is continuing. It just feels like your whole life is on this rollercoaster ride, you want to get off, but the only way to do this is to jump. Take a leap and get injured in the process…..

On Friday our accountant just walked out at work. So moral is low here at work. I’m extremely happy here. I’m working together with the world best colleagues probably, but the mother company is giving us all hell….I’m even close to saying enough is enough and just take my stuff, leave and work as a waitress. But I’m not a quitter…am I?

I worked the whole weekend long; in other words, I had to baby-sit the mall on Saturday and Sunday. On Saturday I had one of the best night I had in a long time, unfortunately it was cut short due to the fact that Dirk can not behave and do not know when to sop. Thus, at 19h30 Henry had to put a very drunk Dirk in my car and I had to take him home. And that was just a few hours spending with my friends. Realised on Saturday I miss them…A LOT. It seems these days I’m spending more time with Dirk’s friends. I miss my friends, I miss spending time with them, sharing jokes and knowing what is going on in each others lives.

Sunday I worked again and upon returning home Dirk said he’s going to the beach with his friends, leaving me alone at home, and believe me…I WAS TIRED, body screamed for some rest. But I can not handle Sunday’s. Sundays is one of my most depressing days of the week. I need com company, I can not be left alone on Sundays…as I REALLLY tend to get very depressed and yes suicidal ideas does pop in to my head sometimes!

But hey…luckily I have a brother and sister in law that loves me for who I am, so I popped in at their house on Sunday. Had a nice braai with them and some of their friends and watched their wedding photos on a slide show…when will it be my turn someday?

Now it’s Monday and I just received news that one of my colleagues based in Joburg died this morning……why is life so harsh? All I’m asking is life…give me a break….please! I had a terrible 2006 and hope that 2007 has better things in store for me than 2006!