Moving...again

It's official. I'm moving for the 3rd time in one year. On 27 Jan I'm moving to a farm just outside Wellington....ok, so in other words; last year March I moved to Langebaan, in September I moved to Vredekloof and now I'm moving to Wellington...sigh

Sick and tired of having to pack the whole time. One good thing is that I'm staying at my job for a change and not moving here. To my shock and horror I realised this year, I'm ready to settle down. Not as in settling down with husband, kids and white picket fence, but settling down in my job. Seeing my job as a career and not just something to past the day and week. I'm ready to settle in a place which I can call my own. Ready to start my life all over again.

These days I tend to think a lot about my past, where I came from and where I am today. Thinking of people that mettered in my life and I lost touch of. There is Louine and Chantal, we used to be good friends over December holidays in Langebaan. Then there was Johan, my high school sweetheart and don't forget Herman my sweetheart when I was a student. It's strange how you lose touch with some people and then one day you realise.."I wonder what they are up 2 these days?"

Anyway...lost track of what I was actually writing about. Will update you regarding my move and as soon as I'm settled in, I promise some photos!

A new Year

Another year has past....and in less then a month I'm 28. Strange. I don't feel a day older then 25 or sometimes even 22...but I guess I have to look the truth straight in the eyes, or the mirror for this matter.

Ok, so I have been quiet for a lonngggg time. I do apologise, but how can I put it, I dont want December 2006 back again EVER. Every time you think someting can not get worst, it get's worth. But then I just remeber the following:

Don't quit when the tide is lowest, for it's just about to turn;
Don't quit over doubts and questions, for there's something you may learn.

The best decision I did make in December was to be on my own again, rather with someone who's not sure if he loves you or not and does not know what he want in life, even though he is turning 29 in 2007.

I decided that 2007 is my year, where I will make my decisions based on my feelings and not always concentrate on how it will affect other people. Is it selfish? Probably, but during the last 6 months of 2006 I was not myself, I was forced to be someone else. My spirit was smothered and my personality changed.

I and many other people could not understand why I allowed one person to change me so much? Yes, some of the changes were good, but others not so good. One thing I do feel bad about was beglecting so many of my friends and losing precious time with them and family, due to one persons lack of selfconfidence.

Ok, enough negativity for now. I'm back at work and decided to give 110% percent. Which is how it should be shouldn't it? Wishing you the best for 2007! Over and out!